This university sux

Apr 23, 2004 14:46

So I look up my pyschology mark online just now, and guess what... i passed, except i didn't, because they think I didn't finish my five research participation credits that are a requirement for this stupid course, when I DID finish them and have fucking proof of it too. Stupid people, so now my mark is currently dropped down by 10% because of ( Read more... )

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osk May 11 2004, 19:40:14 UTC
it's nice to see you are confident in your words enough to put your name to them. you seem so bent on making sure that how marcie and i feel is so inconsequencial that it is your right to tell us we're wrong. i can't believe the immaturity you're displaying here. i never thought the floor would have secret meetings to ruin mine and marcie's relationship, you seem to be the one who is being childish by making up such useless stories. you can believe for all you want that just because you had a fun year means that everyone did, if you don't want to face reailty then be my guest, but you have no right to deny how other people feel in the process! and i'm glad you got to start fresh in university, as everyone else did, but that doesn't mean people will seclude themselves on their own...is it my fault i didn't feel accepted by others on the floor? is it my fault it felt like anytime marcie and i walked into the room that people thought there was a problem, and acted like it too? is it my fault that because marcie and i were together on the floor we should be closely examined? for fuck's sake, we gave everyone else their privacy, even at the expense of our own, and all we get now is bitching when talk about it. no, i'm not expecting to be thanked or praised for giving other people privacy, i'm just saddened that everyone else was selective in their dispensing of courtesy. i am making no claim that everyone always made mine and marcie's life misreable. some were in the background, neutral on everything, but for those who just fed on gossip and drama, they were the ones who bothered us the most. i'm not naming names because i want this to end, and you dragging this on doesn't help that...if you think that marcie and i want to keep this going, want these feeling to last forever, then you are a sad little person. we are human, we have feelings, we do not want to hate of feel unwanted, but if we do wehave every right to let people know about it. if you so dare intrude on our right to free speech then by all means, intrude, just don't expect me or anyone else to care. it's natural not everyone will get along, and i love how you decided i was discriminating against the rest of the floor. if you feel you truly made an attempt to make marcie and i feel welcome, then please let those attempts be known and we shall see. you may not have consciously made mine and marcie's life difficult, but in the ways people acted towards us, the taboo that was our relationship (or rather, the taboo people made it out to be) was prime for people to focus on even without realizing it.

i just want this to be over...can you not understand that? things are done, and they can't be changed...we will all be different come september anyways, and i do not plan on living in the past, but feel free to if you so desire, i'm sure you shall be much more comfortable there. if you want to carry this on, then do it on your own. i'm through with it

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