Shiny and I Know It.
Yeah. That's a Lady Gaga lyric. Do somethin. Bitches.
I'm at work, which is a good thing, I suppose. I have a really pretty good full time job, which is great. I'm in school as of September 1 - Managed to ROOOOYALLY fuck things up for July 1, cause I'm pro like that. I'm also considering going to massage school... In Costa Rica. I figure, I have one life. (Theoretically.) I might as well learn in Costa MFing Rica. It's simply gorgeous there. And I think I could use the sun. I'm always so much more content in the Summer months, even though I hate the heat.
Things are honestly going okay. I'm still a mess of neuroses and hang-ups, but I'm really fortunate. I have a good handful of really amazing friends who deal with my BS with a smile and a hug. I couldn't ask for more from my life. Except maybe like... A really shiny house and a cabana boy. Reee-awr. /scratch and whatnot.
I guess I'll end this with a question. Does getting over people ever really happen? For me, it doesn't. I'm still carrying a candle for a man I split up with when I was barely 20, and another for someone that basically treated me like... well, something unpleasant. Maybe I'm just too emotionally attached to the people in my life. It scares me. I don't trust myself with new attachments.
Regardless. Life is good. Really.
I'm at work, which is a good thing, I suppose. I have a really pretty good full time job, which is great. I'm in school as of September 1 - Managed to ROOOOYALLY fuck things up for July 1, cause I'm pro like that. I'm also considering going to massage school... In Costa Rica. I figure, I have one life. (Theoretically.) I might as well learn in Costa MFing Rica. It's simply gorgeous there. And I think I could use the sun. I'm always so much more content in the Summer months, even though I hate the heat.
Things are honestly going okay. I'm still a mess of neuroses and hang-ups, but I'm really fortunate. I have a good handful of really amazing friends who deal with my BS with a smile and a hug. I couldn't ask for more from my life. Except maybe like... A really shiny house and a cabana boy. Reee-awr. /scratch and whatnot.
I guess I'll end this with a question. Does getting over people ever really happen? For me, it doesn't. I'm still carrying a candle for a man I split up with when I was barely 20, and another for someone that basically treated me like... well, something unpleasant. Maybe I'm just too emotionally attached to the people in my life. It scares me. I don't trust myself with new attachments.
Regardless. Life is good. Really.