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[thefreedominme]

Ive been really in the worst of moods. I've been really moody, and I've been so easily agitated. I don't really understand. It's like, and axious feeling, an alone feeling, a scared feeling, and a wanting to scream feeling. I really find that all these thing are making me feel odd. I'm trying to fight depression. This is really tough. I've had these horrible nightmares. They're so bad, that I wake up shaking, scared, and I'm afraid to go to school. I almost wonder what's wrong with me. This might pass, I'm not too sure yet. Anthony helps. He makes me feel safe, but really, I have this mad paranoia. I have cold feet and hands. My feet shake uncontrolably, and I want to cry, and hurt.

Love me like I love you. Understand, even if there is nothing to make sense of.