Apr 17, 2006 17:54
I think I'm ready to make a big decision in my life right now.
You know you can, when you can't stop thinking about her.
You know you can, when all the shit that happend to you in the past two weeks and your still kicking and can wake up feeling good and happy to know you will see her in a while.
April 1st and the following days has been the worst days of my life so far. I would of lost it if I did not have her taking care of me, instead of me always taking care of them.
My life has gone backwords in the past two weeks, all that I worked for has gone to shit in one famous night of hell, but all I can think about is moving forward with her.
Another Thanks for my friends and family for the support. You all know who you are.
I realized what is important in my life right now, and that is what I want to work on, my ways are changing slowing. I know this can only be for the good.
None of this makes sense to any of you. It does not have to, I'm the only one that needs to understand myself.