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so it has been a while... um, i have been working and hanging out alone. Being home can kiss my ass and its pretty big right now so it will take some time. Work is so so, working the tubbys is as exciting as thrusting a plugged in blow drier into the bathtub, while bathing. I bought furniture for my and brians new apartment, a sofa, chair and ottoman, they are nice. I met up with shay phillips the other night, it was pretty cool to see an old face and catch up on old times, she is doing well and i am happy for her. Kevin is busy busy with his new girlfiend, hopefully we will get to hang out once in a while, their new dog is so cute, im glad that they have been able to move on after losing ginger, she was part of the "fam" i cant wait to go back home, i find that there is truly nothing for me here anymore except for the browns and rose, and my family, apparently everyone else has "moved on" and no longer feel the need to keep contact with me, i could try and guess why... but the only thing i can come up wiht is maybie its because im not a druggie like them. But that wouldnt be fair of me to do so i will juts take it as a " well my parents were right, you dont stay friends with people you knew in highschool when you graduate" so my outlook is... fuck em all! : ) with a smile! i would rather be friendless and alone than with a crew of people who obviously see me as not fitting with the new crowd. maybie I should have started smoking pot a long time ago or even when i started college cuz man i would be so cool right now, it would be even better if i was a college drug dealer that paid my way through school selling angel dust to crack whores and the homeless. man oh man the possibilities...i could be on top of the world living it up like a shelby P.I.M.P. All I can say to you is peace and i hope you all live happy lives, doing what it is you love. Good bye.