Nov 12, 2007 03:29
I feel like shit... again
The PC is broken, and we need to share the laptop. Jen doesn't seem too thrilled and this is the first time in hours I got to use it.
I've been crying for no good reason, I feel depressed and it hurts.
Sometimes I just don't feel loved I guess. I don't know.
I feel like no matter what I'm just going to keep failing.
Cheer up emo kid isn't as easy as people want it to be I'm sure.
Jen thinks I'm upset because I can't play WoW. Well, I really wanted to hit 70 on my rogue, but what I really wanted was people to talk to. That's why I was waiting like a hawk to use this stupid thing. I hate computers they're ruining my life I swear.
Just taking my pills doesn't help... I require attention to get better. No attention no better I guess.... Fuck me and my attention whore ways I guess.
I'm sure there's other stuff to say but I don't remember.