Feelings
Because we are rational human beings we make important life decisions based on empirical and concrete reasoning. A dad buys a car based on mileage and warranty figures. A mom makes a grocery purchase based on nutritional facts and expiry dates.
However, there are also moments when we have to rely on gut feel and instincts. Talk about emotional stuff and blah. Say, relationships. Feelings may not be totally rational, but more or less they work.
But what happens when you can no longer even trust your feelings? Right now I don't know what I'm feeling, and that's what's bothering me. I am not even sure if I can even still feel to begin with. I seem to be numb.
I do not feel like myself lately. Day in day out I drudgingly move forward, but I do not seem to move on.
And now this.