THIS CANT BE LIFE
alright well let see im still alive berely. this living shit is killing me. i cant pay my fucking bills with this piece of shit jobthat i have but i have made that major job to quit my job at hte schoolboard. and thats sad as shti caus i love that job but that shit pay peanuts and i need mo money mo money. so im bouncing. i got this job lined up at la patite as asst. directoer. so the next tiem i post i will be big wiggingit. unfourtunatly there is no money in child care or in child education. but its where my haeart is so i have to do it. i have also made a mojor dessiosion to move out of my moms house i hate to leave her and i know that hse wants me thre buts shes driving me away. and im ready to have some time and do wat i want to do. im not sure what that is yet but when i figure out i'll be able to just do it and not sit around and wait for the opprotunity. thats about fellas life is shit and im knee deep in it.