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my dreams are getting insane//my waking is tied into the dreams in such unreal ways that makes me wonder if this isnt preordained\\i cant get the sound of the alarm out of my head//i hate looking at it//tori is irritated with me\\consumed by my television//but nothing is ever on it\\just the fantasy games i play//that im addicted to\\the love stories that i have gotten so envious of//no one is ever here to experience them\\mono//a lot\\the sad songs help me out//i miss my youth\\fin