Jan 28, 2010 16:38
The last couple days have been shit. It tells you something about your life if you can start naming the stages you'll go through after a disaster period. After the SCREAMING/VENTING Emotional in the forefront, Practical took over and it's going to be a uphill walk but not a battle. Even I'm not so unlucky to be unemployed for a whole year unless I'm working to fail. There are always minimum paying jobs if it comes down to it, no matter how bad the recession gets because I have yet to see people stop going to stores and food joints. Therefore, I would like to take a moment of my day right now to set a few things straight with the universe:
Item 1: Daken/X-23 smut fic, thank you brain, like I wasn't into weird enough couples already.
Item 2: I should have taken Japanese in grade 5. Then I could translate the Fate/Stay Night Japanese page and hopefully find out which bloody song in being played for the Unlimited Blade Works movie. Because that song is so awesome, I'm willing to go GAR for it.
Item 3: On the note of Fate/Stay Night, please get me off of this Archer/Rin fix I've been on. I really can't be obsessed with a new couple right now, especially one with a decent smut writer following. Hell's bells, I wasn't even this bad with Zutara. Or any other fandom but then again, I don't think I've seen that many smut fics this well written before.
Item 4: Instead of jumping around from plot to plot, pick a bloody fic to write and stick to it till it dies off or I do. So far I've narrowed it down to Vampire Princess Shuurei or Sky Folktale.
Item 5: I am not in love with him. I'm highly infatuated with him...can't tell if I'm better off or worse than if I was in love with him. I suppose with all my cynicism, it had to be balanced out by being a hopeful romantic.
Item 6: I really, really, do not deserve a mother who puts me first all the time, despite my less-than-stellar attitude and communications skills. She might drive me crazy but in life comparison, this is not a fair trade.
That is all universe, that is all.
genbu kaiden,
fic napkin notions,
saiunkoku monogatari