paradox
i have so much i want to say, but i don't feel like writing it all out.
maybe i just need to get ahold of some mushrooms and talk to a tree or something?
if i summarize whats on my mind right now it would be along the lines of:
growing up is crazy, and part of it is seeing what the people around you do. it's almost like a race, and no one wants to reach the finish line, but it's inevitable. time forces you to do things.
some people are better off getting a head start, and some stay behind and pay for it later.
life is insane-o.
this next month will be hectic.
i miss the old days. or 'being young'
young and stupid would be the term.
i just miss when everybody was cool with eachother, nobody had a problem with anybody. but now, this far in life, people have fucked up/showed their true selves. now nobody wants to associate with them. they fall off the earth.
i miss the days when nobody had cars. since then, people or "friends" have gotten so lazy. dropped their hobbies. became dull and boring. most of them anyway.
i miss when smoking weed was a big deal.
you know when you listen to a song you used to listen to waaaayyyy back in the day, and it brings back the feelings and all the memories of when you first heard it, or started listening to it?
i wonder if i'm the only one who feels this?
so many artists bring back so many memories.
most of CKY, or modest mouse, or AFI's Sing The Sorrow album reminds me of skating all the spots around seneca. the 'gayfriend', the museum, the bank, the curb gaps. those days are sooooo done and over with.
it was always so cold back then, the weather isnt even the same anymore.
when i listen to alexisonfire, all that comes to be is robotrippin. hard. with dylan.
those days are sooooo done and over with.
pennywise reminds me of being like 11 years old and talking to a girl over the phone all the time.
thrice reminds me of going to warped tour with my bro, and bringing spic along.... and being little jits, fucking shit up in the pit.
cradle of filth reminds me of hanging out with Josh S. when he stayed down the street on boynton, when he was a death metal kid and we would always go to the Performing Arts Center shows and hang out with everybody.
millencolin always reminds me of girls. and so does head automatica.
nirvana reminds me of hanging out with Jason down the street, and staying up all night playing video games.
Orgy reminds me of one specific girl.
Pepper as well.
Poison the Well and underoath remind me of chillin with cliff, riding around EVERYWHERE. mainly palm coast.
project pat reminds me of taking swallows of vodka and gin and going to 600 north parties as a little jit. feeling like a badass.
senses fail also reminds me of the P.A.C shows.
Sublime reminds me of when i used to basically live in ponce inlet. always being on the deep sea fishing boats. i miss those days the most i think. i was like ........7-13
the mars volta and my chemical romance remind me of riding around with an old group of friends.
the offspring reminds me of one specific girl. and also, riding around in my brothers first car, the pontiac, and really diggin' them.
the used reminds me of hanging out with kendrabuh and going to the P.A.C shows.
unwritten law reminds me of a specific girl.
darkest hour reminds me of being introduced to a whole new genre of music by my cousin.
finch reminds me of a specific girl.
...theres so many more. these are a few that just automatically bring an image or feeling back into my head.
i miss being an adolescent, i don't want to grow up
this shit suuuuuuuuuuuuucks
maybe i just need to get ahold of some mushrooms and talk to a tree or something?
if i summarize whats on my mind right now it would be along the lines of:
growing up is crazy, and part of it is seeing what the people around you do. it's almost like a race, and no one wants to reach the finish line, but it's inevitable. time forces you to do things.
some people are better off getting a head start, and some stay behind and pay for it later.
life is insane-o.
this next month will be hectic.
i miss the old days. or 'being young'
young and stupid would be the term.
i just miss when everybody was cool with eachother, nobody had a problem with anybody. but now, this far in life, people have fucked up/showed their true selves. now nobody wants to associate with them. they fall off the earth.
i miss the days when nobody had cars. since then, people or "friends" have gotten so lazy. dropped their hobbies. became dull and boring. most of them anyway.
i miss when smoking weed was a big deal.
you know when you listen to a song you used to listen to waaaayyyy back in the day, and it brings back the feelings and all the memories of when you first heard it, or started listening to it?
i wonder if i'm the only one who feels this?
so many artists bring back so many memories.
most of CKY, or modest mouse, or AFI's Sing The Sorrow album reminds me of skating all the spots around seneca. the 'gayfriend', the museum, the bank, the curb gaps. those days are sooooo done and over with.
it was always so cold back then, the weather isnt even the same anymore.
when i listen to alexisonfire, all that comes to be is robotrippin. hard. with dylan.
those days are sooooo done and over with.
pennywise reminds me of being like 11 years old and talking to a girl over the phone all the time.
thrice reminds me of going to warped tour with my bro, and bringing spic along.... and being little jits, fucking shit up in the pit.
cradle of filth reminds me of hanging out with Josh S. when he stayed down the street on boynton, when he was a death metal kid and we would always go to the Performing Arts Center shows and hang out with everybody.
millencolin always reminds me of girls. and so does head automatica.
nirvana reminds me of hanging out with Jason down the street, and staying up all night playing video games.
Orgy reminds me of one specific girl.
Pepper as well.
Poison the Well and underoath remind me of chillin with cliff, riding around EVERYWHERE. mainly palm coast.
project pat reminds me of taking swallows of vodka and gin and going to 600 north parties as a little jit. feeling like a badass.
senses fail also reminds me of the P.A.C shows.
Sublime reminds me of when i used to basically live in ponce inlet. always being on the deep sea fishing boats. i miss those days the most i think. i was like ........7-13
the mars volta and my chemical romance remind me of riding around with an old group of friends.
the offspring reminds me of one specific girl. and also, riding around in my brothers first car, the pontiac, and really diggin' them.
the used reminds me of hanging out with kendrabuh and going to the P.A.C shows.
unwritten law reminds me of a specific girl.
darkest hour reminds me of being introduced to a whole new genre of music by my cousin.
finch reminds me of a specific girl.
...theres so many more. these are a few that just automatically bring an image or feeling back into my head.
i miss being an adolescent, i don't want to grow up
this shit suuuuuuuuuuuuucks