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I finally got the time to tell her how I feel about her. And to be honest, it was the best feeling in the world. Well second best, first best feeling would be playing a guitar solo along side Slash in front of thousands of people and not missing a cord.
But I'm very proud of myself for tonight. For some reason, I didn't hold any fear in telling her anything. I just came right out and told her. She didn't freak out at all, like I'm used to or want to run away in fear. She had a smile on her face and kept eye contact with me the entire time. Eye contact, holy crap, I would have never guessed a women knew how to do that! But she does, and I can see honesty in those eyes.
I got a very positive vibe from her, so I'm looking forward to what the future holds for her and I. I respect this women for not being some trashy whore, as she has morals and respect. She's VERY different than what I'm used to dating in more ways than one. And that's a very good thing.
Two weeks ago I would have never even came close to guessing this would happen to me, and now look at me. Life is good.
Off to bed, only to wake up in 3 1/2 hours.
But I'm very proud of myself for tonight. For some reason, I didn't hold any fear in telling her anything. I just came right out and told her. She didn't freak out at all, like I'm used to or want to run away in fear. She had a smile on her face and kept eye contact with me the entire time. Eye contact, holy crap, I would have never guessed a women knew how to do that! But she does, and I can see honesty in those eyes.
I got a very positive vibe from her, so I'm looking forward to what the future holds for her and I. I respect this women for not being some trashy whore, as she has morals and respect. She's VERY different than what I'm used to dating in more ways than one. And that's a very good thing.
Two weeks ago I would have never even came close to guessing this would happen to me, and now look at me. Life is good.
Off to bed, only to wake up in 3 1/2 hours.