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[thefireescape]

anxious! ah!

i dont know why.
really, really, anxious!

i can't say anything that i want to say.
the mormons gave me a paper today that said the dead will rise again, if they are buried in memorial tombs. but until then they are dead and unconscious of all.

when i die, bury me without preservatives. please. i dont want to rise again... ugh!

i want to get up and go. and not always feel like i'm about to lose something. its nerve racking. maybe ill loose my nerves. thats all.

also,
i need another job. i finally got introuble for working more than the legal amount of on campus hours.

rawr!