AUTUMN !I!I!I! ($#*)(*#&$)(@#Y$)(*!*)
This year is off to an okay start. actually, i am really happy with things in general. i miss everyone terribly, which is why i can't wait till friday (traci's birthday) when i will be drinking with good people. Ellensburg is as quaint as ever, (because i wasn't here all summer) and it has been really pretty the last few weeks (although, it could be a little colder). i got my job offer contract in the mail yesterday. i am going to take it. live in seattle next year. and ride the train to work everyday. about this i am pretty happy. and nervous.
it's weird to feel good about everything when everyone else in my life is stressed out and/or unhappy. not everything is good for me either. i have no financial aide yet. (not even any fafsa) and i found out the loan i was gettin is not certified by the school. and all of the banks certified by the school wont give loans w/o a cosigner cause of the current economic situation.
even so. i am happy. i love my new little apartment. i love that i cant figure out how to turn on the heater (cause it is saving me money). i love that i have a cute bike (even though it is comepletely broken still). i love that work is not so damatic this year. i love the people i have been getting to spend more time with.
any way.
i always like this time of year. i hope everyone gets a bit of that feeling soon.
it's weird to feel good about everything when everyone else in my life is stressed out and/or unhappy. not everything is good for me either. i have no financial aide yet. (not even any fafsa) and i found out the loan i was gettin is not certified by the school. and all of the banks certified by the school wont give loans w/o a cosigner cause of the current economic situation.
even so. i am happy. i love my new little apartment. i love that i cant figure out how to turn on the heater (cause it is saving me money). i love that i have a cute bike (even though it is comepletely broken still). i love that work is not so damatic this year. i love the people i have been getting to spend more time with.
any way.
i always like this time of year. i hope everyone gets a bit of that feeling soon.