Day 1-the goodbye
Ok..well let's start with yesterday.
I woke up, ran some errands, and came home-that was my morning. I showered and everything when I finally had time. Zach called and decided it'd be better if he came to see me, so that's exactly what he did. We took Caroline to field hockey, came home, hung out for a bit, Joe came by and hung out with us for a while. He's a cool kid. Zach made him a sandwhich. After he left, Zach and I ate dinner, hung out for a while, "helped" my mom clean a spot on my car, then watched some tv. We spent some time talking and just being together until 1145, when we attempted the official "good-bye". It was the best it could've been. It was the perfect good-bye (not that I like goodbyes-but I've had worse). We talked on the phone until 2..that is to say, we were on the phone until too..I have memories of a few things said, but not much...but I don't think talking was needed (it's doubtful this is understood by many). I woke up this morning exhausted with a headache-not looking forward to work. I could've easily called in sick and crawled back under the covers and slept all day. It wouldn't have been a complete lie...I didn't feel well-physically or emotionally. The ride was awful. Zach called, which was a nice suprise. I went into work with low spirits and remained that way most of the day. Smiling was just hard, getting through the whole day was (but I know others who had difficulty with it too). I wasn't heartbroken about going to work, or else I wouldn't have gotten the chance to say goodbye to Erica. Luckily Kelsey worked tonight, so I got to see her-which was totally unexpected. I came home, got ready, and left for tennis. When I got back in the car from tennis I realized I'd missed the call I wanted most. That was a bummer. Now I am here though..waiting to see if tonight brings anything.
What I'd give to go back to this time yesterday....
....and I realize that almost no one will understand me many times in this entry..but I'm not too worried about it.
hi/low
hi:Zach and Kelsey and Erica
low: work and goodbyes
tomrorow:beach
Thursday:mom's birthday and work
Friday: doctor and then hopefully out with Kelsey Chelsea and Toni for a night of fun!
I woke up, ran some errands, and came home-that was my morning. I showered and everything when I finally had time. Zach called and decided it'd be better if he came to see me, so that's exactly what he did. We took Caroline to field hockey, came home, hung out for a bit, Joe came by and hung out with us for a while. He's a cool kid. Zach made him a sandwhich. After he left, Zach and I ate dinner, hung out for a while, "helped" my mom clean a spot on my car, then watched some tv. We spent some time talking and just being together until 1145, when we attempted the official "good-bye". It was the best it could've been. It was the perfect good-bye (not that I like goodbyes-but I've had worse). We talked on the phone until 2..that is to say, we were on the phone until too..I have memories of a few things said, but not much...but I don't think talking was needed (it's doubtful this is understood by many). I woke up this morning exhausted with a headache-not looking forward to work. I could've easily called in sick and crawled back under the covers and slept all day. It wouldn't have been a complete lie...I didn't feel well-physically or emotionally. The ride was awful. Zach called, which was a nice suprise. I went into work with low spirits and remained that way most of the day. Smiling was just hard, getting through the whole day was (but I know others who had difficulty with it too). I wasn't heartbroken about going to work, or else I wouldn't have gotten the chance to say goodbye to Erica. Luckily Kelsey worked tonight, so I got to see her-which was totally unexpected. I came home, got ready, and left for tennis. When I got back in the car from tennis I realized I'd missed the call I wanted most. That was a bummer. Now I am here though..waiting to see if tonight brings anything.
What I'd give to go back to this time yesterday....
....and I realize that almost no one will understand me many times in this entry..but I'm not too worried about it.
hi/low
hi:Zach and Kelsey and Erica
low: work and goodbyes
tomrorow:beach
Thursday:mom's birthday and work
Friday: doctor and then hopefully out with Kelsey Chelsea and Toni for a night of fun!