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So now that I've spent the past hour cleaning my mess of a room I feel better. Little things that were getting to me earlier and causing me to be in a not so hot mood are out of my mind right now. I'm numb now. I don't really care. I'm tired, and that's all. I've lost all feeling of emotion, which I guess isn't really a bad thing. It'll be back by tomorrow, I know, but as for right now it's gone. I'm too tired to think, but I'm not whiny tired, you know, the kind of tired you get when you lost oh say, an hour or two of sleep and have been running a mile, but the kind of tired where if you closed your eyes you'd be asleep (not necessarily aware of it). Maybe I'm just too tired to care right now, about almost anything. It really amazes me-the few thoughts that have gone through my head about stuff that could happen right now, and I wonder, because of the state I'm in, what would happen. Oh well, right now I'm worriless and careless. I'm not exactly happy, but I'm not sad. I'm just.. unexplainable...