i got a bright orange pair of pants
so i was real pissed off earlier but i feel a little more calm now. mary always does the trick ay? so ya, my old friend nessa is really upsetting me. her kody, dara, sarah, jessica, andres, ross, alfonzo, and casey all came up from oroville. and i was so excited cause i miss them so much, and i hadn't seen kody in like a year and he's my absolute best friend. so anyways, because of last summer when me and nessa were stupid and brought pot in the house and claire smelt it and told on us and we got in trouble but kathy never got to talk to us before nessa went back to oroville. so kathy wanted her to call her sometime, or write her a letter, or stop by so they could talk about. cause all kathy really wanted was an apology, i apologized. so ya nessa wont do it i duno why, she still pissed about the other fight we had which is a total different story. and its really stupid. so because of this whole thing, i couldn't go over to brittney and erica's tonite to see everyone because vanessa was there. and vanessa still didn't want to talk. i duno i was just so upset cause i miss them so bad, but now i have to take responsiblity for fucking vanessa. it kills me. i actually cried for like an hour. it felt kinda good cause i like to hold it in a really long time and then every few months i just let it all out on something stupid. anways. i think i'm gona go watch a cool movie or something and get some damn sleep, i went to bed at 3:30 this morning and had to get up for saturday school! so ya, peace