Jul 17, 2003 08:25
i feel so empty. although i'm feeling better. i must leave this place today. but i feel empty.
hope someone is free today.
i ask my conscience this question : have you ever felt like you were with one of the best people on earth, and then have them turn around and stab you in the eye with a salt-tipped letter-opener? no. until friday that is. maybe thats why i feel the way i do, because this hasnt happened to me previously.
there is a BUT though. im feeling much better. at least i'm not shedding tears anymore. but i won't speak too quickly. my luck has gotten as bad as it's ever been in a while and i don't think it'll be better anytime soon.