Jun 21, 2004 17:37
well i fucked up my freshman year...god damn it...i hate myself...i am never going to have a boyfriend in high school again...i'm not going to worry about my friends and get in these stupid arguments over nothing...it ruined my freshman yr...i mean i'm going to worry about my friends...just not...i don't know....i think you could figure it out...but yea..i'm gonna worry more about my school work than my social life...and i'm going to work a lot harder next year...and the next years after that..i really want to go to u of i and that won't happen if i keep getting these grades...god damn it....i think i need a tutor...like a REAL tutor not the damn tutors at school...they do shit...they didn't help me at all...my english teacher is so stupid...so is my french teacher..my french teacher is like oh you're getting a b you'll be fine..ha yea right...she never showed me my fucking grade after that...i hate this...i need to know my grades like every week...otherwise i'm going to do the same thing...if anyone gots any advice they wanna give me it'd be great...i need it...HELP ME!!! i'm gonna go now...i'm prolly gonna get yelled at now...