Jan 23, 2009 16:13
So you know, I didn't even end up posting about what I meant to. Funny that. Nothing really good. Just complaining.
I'm starting to get jealous of the people I love and their success.
I wasn't doing that bad at all in DC. I hope I haven't made some horrible mistake.
One of my friends moved to Chicago about the same time I did. Within a few weeks of me, though I can't remember if she got here before or after. She's about to start her 2nd show, she's gotten invited to join a theatre company as a full fledged ensemble member, and she recently got a $5,000 raise. We have the same degree from the same school. The same qualifications. We check the same websites for auditions. I think we might even share some of the same staffing agencies. And there she is, thriving like a fighting barracuda.
What is she doing different? What makes her so fucking special?
Good God I'm pilled.