May 07, 2005 09:06
Good Morning! It’s early for me. You see I went to bed at midnight and if I wouldn’t have had a bad dream I would be looking at the clock, sighing, and rolling over to go back to sleep. But here I am. I’m pissed because I was sitting here typing this and I said “Maybe I should copy this to Microsoft Word and save it... because with my luck lately I can just see after this song ends my computer shutting off…” Guess what folks! My computer restarted right after the song ended! AND I WASN’T EVEN FINNISHED WITH MY POST! Yeah, laugh it up, compy! I’ll get you one day! Anyways.. my dream. I had a spooky funny bad dream. So you don’t get confused let me list the characters:
1. Me. Will be referred to as I XP
2. The Wonderful Beautiful Hitchi (A main role!)
3. The Beautiful and Talented Crimson (A main role! Our friend! I’m calling her Crimson because I don’t want to use her name)
4. Mo (COWMAN!)
5. Kaname! (Birdboy! Ultra Mega, Super, Duper, KANAMEMON!)
6. Crimson's mom
7. Crimson's brother
8. Two really ugly fat and tall boys.. they were twins and kinda looked like Alex. Lets call them Alex 1 and Alex 2
9. A ghost! :O (AHH!)
10. My Grandma
11. the voice of Angie's brother
Well.. that’s all.. .Lets get on with the story.
Okay... I was sleeping over Hitchi's house. It was night time and we were trying to get up to her room but there was this ghost and we couldn't see them but we knew they were there. They were taunting us.. threatening to eat us. Being the baby I am, I begged Hitchi to walk to Crimson’s house. We got to her house and it was sooooo weird! Crimson led us to the back and the back was… A MALL! There was a book store.. and Crimson’s mom and brother were holding hands to go to the food court. I was really upset because Crimson and Hitchi were holding hands in the fashion of the other two and skipped off. They told me to go with Crimson’s mom and brother. Ugh! I cried, because I’m a crybaby. I was all alone and the ghost was taunting me. So I sat on a bench and out of the mini theature came MO! He looked at me weird and walked away. I saw Hitchi jump up and down in the distance and he smiled as he hugged her and then Crimson. I saw Kaname and I was like “KANAME! OH HI! I’m so glad to see someone I know who can stand me!” He laughed and walked away. I heard him say “Yeah Right.. who would like you!” and then in the distance he hugged Hitchi and kissed her cheek. I was pissed! I caught up to them and I tried to link arms with Hitchi but she pulled away and told me to go away! So I tried to with Crimson and she did the same but pushed me and said “Who’d want to hang out with you?!” ;_;
I went into the bookshop and sat at a computer. I was crying and aching. I just wanted to go home. I looked outside the window into the mall. I saw Alex 1 and Alex 2 by the sitting place with the fountain. Hitchi was hanging off of one and Crimson the other. It was horrible! They four of them were flirting and making out! Well… Hitchi came and sat next to me at the computers. I glared and said “Who’s your friend?” And she said “Not that I should tell you but.. he’s my boyfriend. I love him.” But this time I was pissed beyond belief! I wanted to shoot the fatass poser alex! I screamed at Hitchi instead. “HITCHI! WHAT THE HELL! YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW THIS KID AND YOU LOVE HIM!?” The kid laughed and smiled odd (think crabe and goyle after making fun of Harry with Draco) Hitchi glared at me. “Don’t be jealous just because I love him and realize how shitty a person you are.” Wow.. that really hit home. It was just like almost every other friend I got close to. They all don’t tell me why they are acting weird and ditching me.. and then they tell me how shitty I am and say they hate me. I cried even harder. She ignored me… she stood up, took his hand, and walked out; leaving me all alone to be depressed. I went home… but my home was a shark exhibit. This dream was so odd.. Can’t believe I didn’t realize it was a dream. Well.. I took the boat across the water to grandma’s room. I was gonna steal her laptop but when I pressed the power button and looked down I was holding a calculator instead of a laptop. I was pissed. Well I went through the opsticles and mazes and made it to this swimming pool and kids area. It was a daycare. All these little kids were behind bars and there was one for make believe, for blocks, for Barbie, and for tea-parties. All had minature kid versions of me and my friends. It was funny… it was from each stage of my life when I was obsessed with playing those tings. When I was little the first friend to hate me… Malerie… we had a tea-party every time she came over. The Barbie one was from elementery school.. I played make believe all the time at recess in Messiah… and the one day we played invader Zim my friends told me I needed a backbone.. and pushed me .. I fell on the cement. The last cage was Crimson and Hitchi… They were at a small table eating a cake… Our cake day at dunkin doughnuts… Alex was there… and in my place was Laurie. I was so upset. My grandma laughed at me walking by… and my mom.. I couldn’t find her. I was all alone in that house. I was looking at a book of pictures that I found by the pool… I couldn’t take the pain.. The thing that hurt the most was how happy Hitchi and Crimson were… that really realllly hurt. Then I saw a picture of angie.. and I went to look for her. I called her house… her brother was hysterical.. Angie had killed herself because she couldn’t take the pain of living.. and she thought I was to busy with my friends to care about her anymore (a feeling I felt when angie got some new close friends before I had any friends .. a few months before meeting Hitchi) I can’t swim.. so in the end I jumped into the pool.. the pool didn’t have a bottom. I was downing. I woke up catching my breath. It was creepy and I was scared.
Well, thats the end. Sorry for boring you.