Sep 02, 2005 15:35
Today was very good. I woke up feeling 1000X better than this morning. In English Mrs. Ballash let us listen to this sad wonderful rock song. I love it so much. I love being an aid too. Mrs. Ballash and I talk and it's just so neat because we have more time to talk than just after class like last year. Helping is nice, and it's fun becuase I really want to be an English teacher someday.
I loved hanging out with Jennifer and talking about "bagles" and "doughnuts" but when we got out to the bus stop I felt like puking. I actually could feel it in my throat.. as if I were gagging. It was horrible. Then my stomach was killing me. When I got on the bus I found out my bus ticket was expired and I didnt have enough money. Yaoi Pin stabbed me too >.< It was bad... And the bus ride didn't help. I feel so dizzy and lightheaded.. as if not seeing from my eyes.
I still hope Hitchi can come over. I really want her too. My grandma was like "Hitchi isn't coming over is she?" And I shrugged. She said it was okay if she did just was I up to it? I am.... I want her to. I have been waiting for a week and I was so excited. Besides...I'm sick.. I need hugs and comfort and company so I don't go insane by myself. Talking has always made me feel better too. So... I hope company I can have. I love you all... Though nobody comments unless I ask.. and nobody really reads this... But.. yeah.