Aug 06, 2005 19:50
You read right. This pretentious emo wannabe is going out to the ballet. Maybe...I have been promised that to-nite is the definite nite. And afterwards, I'm going to Erin's going away party, probobly getting trashed, and worrying about a hang over tomorrow while my family hits the beach.
I hate the beach. Alot. Alot lot. That's why I never go. And tomorrow they are all piling in the van and riding out to that abomination of a waterfront known as lake Erie. Who wants to swim out there? Not me. So I'll be in the state of hangoverness, which the cover is my illness(it's finally come in handy.) And my new book!
OMG! This thig is fantastical. I've never really smiled or laughed at my own writing, or really reacted in any other way that a person on the outside could see. But this thing...It's amazing how it has an effect over me. I just read and re-read and go "WOOHOO!" And imagine in a years time when ths becomes an indy film. Yeup, that's where it's going. I'm writing a book that will become a film in my favorite genre. I'm actually excited, can you tell? I know, the optimism is startling. Don't run awway though, my other book in the works hasn't been put on hold. For those of you who want the deep dark of my very essence, this one will please you. All the sarcasm that builds up and all the other negative emotion that piles up is basically dropped onto paper and re-arranged into a story.
So for now, the happy Joe phase is here. Not to stay, trust you me. But it's gonna be different for a while at least.
Later much.