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I am ready to fall in love
to love someone for who they are
and who they will become
To leave this pain behind
I know I need to feel it
to remember why I can not go back
Two times in one year he broke my heart
Into pieces he did
I took him back because I felt his reasons were just
even if the method was lacking
If he truely cared about me
Any way would have been better
than to tell me "i'm done"
Though remembering he told me once that
ceasing conversation was the way he broke up before
with the professed love of his young life
I imagine it was the same with with his wife
and the woman that came after
and now myself
I am ready to fall in love, to forget this evil pain in my chest
to see him and not feel the hurt over and again
to be able to walk up and say he didn't break me
even if he did break my heart
My heart that never got to tell him how it felt
that my heart loved him for who he is
and who he will become
to love someone for who they are
and who they will become
To leave this pain behind
I know I need to feel it
to remember why I can not go back
Two times in one year he broke my heart
Into pieces he did
I took him back because I felt his reasons were just
even if the method was lacking
If he truely cared about me
Any way would have been better
than to tell me "i'm done"
Though remembering he told me once that
ceasing conversation was the way he broke up before
with the professed love of his young life
I imagine it was the same with with his wife
and the woman that came after
and now myself
I am ready to fall in love, to forget this evil pain in my chest
to see him and not feel the hurt over and again
to be able to walk up and say he didn't break me
even if he did break my heart
My heart that never got to tell him how it felt
that my heart loved him for who he is
and who he will become