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3/22-- Had panic attack around 11PM. Spent entire night throwing up and dry heaving. Slept for an hour or two. Not too tired next day.
3/23- Has had 13 panic attacks in the past four days. Lunch, asked friends to stop teasing another friend. Unknown girl chews me out and gets them all against me. Not going to sit with them for rest of year-- no point. Don't talk to me, anyway. Had a headache in the morning, had a panic attack in Creative Writing that remained mostly unnoticed by others. Slept second half of class. 2:30PM, had another panic attack. Told Ashley about what I've been going through lately-- and was blown off for Brianna, her new girlfriend and my ex-best friend. (The one I've mentioned before in here.) Having speech problems. Thoughts and words comming out jumbled and repeating themselves. Stressed out. I don't think I can take any more of this. I'm begging whatever thing even akin to a god's about to not let anything else bad happen tonight. I won't be able to take it.
3/23- Has had 13 panic attacks in the past four days. Lunch, asked friends to stop teasing another friend. Unknown girl chews me out and gets them all against me. Not going to sit with them for rest of year-- no point. Don't talk to me, anyway. Had a headache in the morning, had a panic attack in Creative Writing that remained mostly unnoticed by others. Slept second half of class. 2:30PM, had another panic attack. Told Ashley about what I've been going through lately-- and was blown off for Brianna, her new girlfriend and my ex-best friend. (The one I've mentioned before in here.) Having speech problems. Thoughts and words comming out jumbled and repeating themselves. Stressed out. I don't think I can take any more of this. I'm begging whatever thing even akin to a god's about to not let anything else bad happen tonight. I won't be able to take it.