sweater hats and scarification
me and robby rehearsed a lot and had adventures.
we were at school from 4:30 til 8:30... but we only did our acting stuff for like... 2 hours. then we got lost.
and... there was elijah.
my mind is a muddled madness with all of this that is right now. right here. i wake up wanting and fall asleep needing nothing-- and sleep is seamless sugar somethings of everything more but there is nothing more.
all of my dreams have become reality and my heart is breaking because it is so completely full.
for the first time in forever i am feeling something i am feeling everything i am god and this is heaven hollowed out on earth.
how can i still complete sentences that sort of make sense
because i've always thought i was crazy but now i know.
i see it hear it feel it taste it i have become it and it is so goddamn beautiful that none of you understand.
and you know what?
i don't need you to.
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we were at school from 4:30 til 8:30... but we only did our acting stuff for like... 2 hours. then we got lost.
and... there was elijah.
my mind is a muddled madness with all of this that is right now. right here. i wake up wanting and fall asleep needing nothing-- and sleep is seamless sugar somethings of everything more but there is nothing more.
all of my dreams have become reality and my heart is breaking because it is so completely full.
for the first time in forever i am feeling something i am feeling everything i am god and this is heaven hollowed out on earth.
how can i still complete sentences that sort of make sense
because i've always thought i was crazy but now i know.
i see it hear it feel it taste it i have become it and it is so goddamn beautiful that none of you understand.
and you know what?
i don't need you to.
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