oh good my liege
last night i painted my nails funky fresh (blue like my favorite mountain range).
elise, shannon and i watched this amazing movie, "girl in the cafe", it was british and charming and i squealed with delight every so often and grasped my heart so i could feel my breath in my lung because i was almost sure that i had died.
i will see elisa for the last time on saturday before she leaves forever. that might not even happen. apparently tickets are sold out, but mr. goldman told me a way to get in without tickets so i will employ his method. i can't believe i'm finally losing her. and without seeing her...all i will have left is her voice and a couple of pictures (looked at so many times that when i close my eyes and think of the things we've done in the past, she carries the same expressions as in those pictures.) losing her makes me frightened of losing everyone else.
my tears have been staining my eyes green lately.
tomorrow the #3 on my "a movie list of some sort of madness" comes. then 40 movies left before summer is over.
o yea, and i got my license. but my mother won't let me drive by myself for another 30 days. and i can't drive people, listen to music, use any highways for 6 months. her crazy crazy rules make me smile with frustration.
elise, shannon and i watched this amazing movie, "girl in the cafe", it was british and charming and i squealed with delight every so often and grasped my heart so i could feel my breath in my lung because i was almost sure that i had died.
i will see elisa for the last time on saturday before she leaves forever. that might not even happen. apparently tickets are sold out, but mr. goldman told me a way to get in without tickets so i will employ his method. i can't believe i'm finally losing her. and without seeing her...all i will have left is her voice and a couple of pictures (looked at so many times that when i close my eyes and think of the things we've done in the past, she carries the same expressions as in those pictures.) losing her makes me frightened of losing everyone else.
my tears have been staining my eyes green lately.
tomorrow the #3 on my "a movie list of some sort of madness" comes. then 40 movies left before summer is over.
o yea, and i got my license. but my mother won't let me drive by myself for another 30 days. and i can't drive people, listen to music, use any highways for 6 months. her crazy crazy rules make me smile with frustration.