YOU DUMB DUMB BITCH
Life is pretty fucked up. Especially the people who I choose to spend my life living around. Money hungry superficial pricks. Aka - my family. This past week...my battery got fucked up and I fixed it. Took two damn days. I got in a huge fight with my boyfriend and almost broke up with him. There's soo much I can fucken complain about there. Then the worst event - tuesday night my grandpa died. I didn't find out till the following day when I was driving to work. WORK. Which is another reason why this past week sucks ass. I was out of work for a full fucken week. I'm scared to even go back to work now. I had nightmare about work. I just don't want to get fired. I really really like this job. That would just complete my fricken life. Getting fired from a job I really like. Tuesday is the funeral. I dunno what to do. Out a full week at work...going in tomorrow -- and Tuesday I have a funeral to attend. What, am I suppose to not go at all? I'm sure they'll be understanding about it. But I feel like I've missed way more work than I should have already. I'm never gunna find a job that makes me as happy as this one. Wish me luck for whoever that cares. Ohhh shit did I mention that I got into a stupid car accident? Wow now there's like four - five things? Eh I dunno. But all that shit. Look at it. Stupid fucken week. Bleh...hopefully things go well this week. I miss my grandpa. Oh yeah one more thing. My family...the thing I mentioned early - money hungry - superficial. My grandpa dies and all those jerks (my family) can think about is the damn will. It's so annoying. It hurts my feelings. I cared about him and not his wallet. Wednesday after I found out I came home and just slepted I was so tired from crying...and my great grandma and grandma have the nerve to ask me what's wrong. Those idiots. What the fuck is wrong?! How about I start off with how arrogant the people I live with are. Stupid assholes. Bleh...ehh I'm gunna go to bed. I have to go work early tomorrow and hopefully find out that they still want me to work for them. OH yeah and hopefully I can get off on Tuesday for the funeral. *prays*