sometimes i wish you'd just call...
so this week has pretty much been a waste compared to last week...work sucks more than i can say, but at least i got a new shirt...the last one was full of holes that i was continually stapleing together in attempt to not look like i sleep on a street corner...its a continued joke around my work, all of us using staples and pieces of tape colored with a black magic marker to cover up all the holes and missing buttons, but whatever...i have spent all the money i made this week also on various forms of alternate reality, which is not a good thing either but it helps me cope. but with all the money i made last week i paid my bills for this month, and got my bank account taken care of, and paid my mom back for helping me keep my loans from going into deferrment. i also got a new dvd player, a new order and david bowie definitive collection disc set and amelie on dvd to reward myself for all my work...so im making progress at least...
i went to status on sunday with abe and daniel and ellis and other guys...it was kind of weird though because i took them all to fridays and my work friends were there so it was kind of awkward for some reason...this guy whose name i cannot remember came and talked to me for a while...i kindof felt as though i were being interviewed...i just kept drinking my french kisses on the rocks and tried to hide the fact that i was beginning to be intoxicated...and thats why i don't date. its uncomfortable and you feel like you're being interviewed rather than having a normal conversation. no offense to the guy though, he was nice and was probably just trying to see what kindof person i was...i tend to be very honest when i've been drinking...i think i said that i pretty much hate being associated with any christian community, which may have bothered him a little...but no more "so where do you see yourself in ten years" conversations for me...if thats the norm than i want no part in it...
i have found though, on a good note, that i love abe couch more than anyone in the whole world...and dale, if you see this, i hope to see you soon...
Granny don't!!!
(for you matt...;))
xo
i went to status on sunday with abe and daniel and ellis and other guys...it was kind of weird though because i took them all to fridays and my work friends were there so it was kind of awkward for some reason...this guy whose name i cannot remember came and talked to me for a while...i kindof felt as though i were being interviewed...i just kept drinking my french kisses on the rocks and tried to hide the fact that i was beginning to be intoxicated...and thats why i don't date. its uncomfortable and you feel like you're being interviewed rather than having a normal conversation. no offense to the guy though, he was nice and was probably just trying to see what kindof person i was...i tend to be very honest when i've been drinking...i think i said that i pretty much hate being associated with any christian community, which may have bothered him a little...but no more "so where do you see yourself in ten years" conversations for me...if thats the norm than i want no part in it...
i have found though, on a good note, that i love abe couch more than anyone in the whole world...and dale, if you see this, i hope to see you soon...
Granny don't!!!
(for you matt...;))
xo