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wow, its been forever since i wrote in this thing...i was rather anti-internet communities there for a while, but i think it might be luring me back in...i had the strangest urge the other day to set up my myspace, which i've rejected for so long, but we'll see...
its been a crazy year...theres not a lot to say about it, except i'm glad that its finally over...i've made a lot of bad, bad decisions, which there can be nothing done about them now. But, thats over and done with, its in the past, the future is looking bright. There comes a point in ones life when they're tired of the bullshit, tired of feeling like they aren't doing anything productive, tired of feeling like they invest their time and energy into people that ultimately only care for themselves...prioritizing is my only concern now.
The holidays were pretty amazing...i got to spend time with the people i care about, and even though i had to work most of them i felt like i also had a lot of time to relax and have fun...tomorrow i'm going with abe and jonathan to ioa...wednesdays are my only day off nowadays...i think a haircut might be in order also, even though i'm trying to grow it out...i'll have to see what samantha's schedule is like...thursday i think jenna and her bf might be joining me for some dancing and an all around good time...
im single again, thank god...this last relationship, when i cut all ties, ended pretty badly...but you know what? i feel like a world of opportunity has opened up again, and im not talking about other guys...just the feeling of complete independence, like i can finally again focus on me, and no one else...im no good at relationships anyhow...if and when i do get in one again, it'll be a long time, and hopefully will end in sweet matrimony...theres so much i want to do though, it seems so far off...
sometimes i wish i could just get on a plane and go somewhere...anywhere besides here...i think this spring break i might try and take a vacation...visit my friends in their various different locations...but we'll see...
xo
its been a crazy year...theres not a lot to say about it, except i'm glad that its finally over...i've made a lot of bad, bad decisions, which there can be nothing done about them now. But, thats over and done with, its in the past, the future is looking bright. There comes a point in ones life when they're tired of the bullshit, tired of feeling like they aren't doing anything productive, tired of feeling like they invest their time and energy into people that ultimately only care for themselves...prioritizing is my only concern now.
The holidays were pretty amazing...i got to spend time with the people i care about, and even though i had to work most of them i felt like i also had a lot of time to relax and have fun...tomorrow i'm going with abe and jonathan to ioa...wednesdays are my only day off nowadays...i think a haircut might be in order also, even though i'm trying to grow it out...i'll have to see what samantha's schedule is like...thursday i think jenna and her bf might be joining me for some dancing and an all around good time...
im single again, thank god...this last relationship, when i cut all ties, ended pretty badly...but you know what? i feel like a world of opportunity has opened up again, and im not talking about other guys...just the feeling of complete independence, like i can finally again focus on me, and no one else...im no good at relationships anyhow...if and when i do get in one again, it'll be a long time, and hopefully will end in sweet matrimony...theres so much i want to do though, it seems so far off...
sometimes i wish i could just get on a plane and go somewhere...anywhere besides here...i think this spring break i might try and take a vacation...visit my friends in their various different locations...but we'll see...
xo