soo..
Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
So i have this little guilty pleasure..
the lyirc from the flaming lips pretty much gives it away.
i love the bone structure in his face.
and everytime i look at him i can't be mad, its just hard for me. maybe its the pretty blue eyes he has, maybe its just me. But i can't stay mad at him, and then when i do get mad at him i'll tell him how i feel and the next day call and say im sorry, now..thats not right. I need help. I should put my foot down and keep it down. But i can't, i like him to much. He wins.
I surrender
i could careless if he doens't call me back, or acts like im not there somtimes, or makes comments that makes me think he doens't like me anymore, whatever..this is the part where i learn to stop worring so much, i only have one life and i should live it to my fullest. Time to stop worring about stupid shit that i know he will never do because he is a strong willed boy that loves to tell people no and mean it.
oh my lord.
anyway..
I guess i will explain myself now. yesterday i called Jon, and basically told him somethings that i wasn't really happy with and somethings that i wasn't sure about. We had a heart to heart.
anywho..colleen (aaron's mother) told me that i need to stop being a sweetheart all the time so i did, well if felt good to get all of it off of my chest, but today, now that i think about it i feel like a bitch and want to call and say im sorry. but im not going to do that. because im putting my foot down.
that was something that i needed to get off my chest and i did.
it was just a build of things, and now that box is empty.
so hopefully everything is ok...or else Roxann done fucked up. Strike one.
i have most of my christmas shopping done, good thing.
i have a few small things to pick up for people but it will be easy.
We and the boys went and saw aeon flux, the movie was nothing like the series..i was disappointed.
they should have stuck with the series
my fingers are cold and numb so this is the end of my post.
peace out niggas
So i have this little guilty pleasure..
the lyirc from the flaming lips pretty much gives it away.
i love the bone structure in his face.
and everytime i look at him i can't be mad, its just hard for me. maybe its the pretty blue eyes he has, maybe its just me. But i can't stay mad at him, and then when i do get mad at him i'll tell him how i feel and the next day call and say im sorry, now..thats not right. I need help. I should put my foot down and keep it down. But i can't, i like him to much. He wins.
I surrender
i could careless if he doens't call me back, or acts like im not there somtimes, or makes comments that makes me think he doens't like me anymore, whatever..this is the part where i learn to stop worring so much, i only have one life and i should live it to my fullest. Time to stop worring about stupid shit that i know he will never do because he is a strong willed boy that loves to tell people no and mean it.
oh my lord.
anyway..
I guess i will explain myself now. yesterday i called Jon, and basically told him somethings that i wasn't really happy with and somethings that i wasn't sure about. We had a heart to heart.
anywho..colleen (aaron's mother) told me that i need to stop being a sweetheart all the time so i did, well if felt good to get all of it off of my chest, but today, now that i think about it i feel like a bitch and want to call and say im sorry. but im not going to do that. because im putting my foot down.
that was something that i needed to get off my chest and i did.
it was just a build of things, and now that box is empty.
so hopefully everything is ok...or else Roxann done fucked up. Strike one.
i have most of my christmas shopping done, good thing.
i have a few small things to pick up for people but it will be easy.
We and the boys went and saw aeon flux, the movie was nothing like the series..i was disappointed.
they should have stuck with the series
my fingers are cold and numb so this is the end of my post.
peace out niggas