why am i not sleeping
it is always at this awkward hour when i feel i should sleep but yet it's just a tad too early for it yet. then i'll do something like posting an entry and end up sleeping an hour later than i wanted to -____-
anyway, it's probably the peak of holidays for the J2 graduated juniors (aka J3s) now and my facebook is getting flooded by their travel photos with their classmates and other exciting activities. can't believe it's been over a year since A levels were over (omg i'm a J4 now LKK already) and i realised i didn't do anything particularly fulfilling for the longest holiday of my life. what a waste. what happened to my traveling plans :( my summer break will probably be spent cooped up in offices for attachments that i can't escape from and it's work work work once i graduate.
why can't life be put on slow-mo? or a pause would be nice. take a break and get around a little before settling down. swear i'm flying to switzerland or holland or other scenic parts of europe for a self-guided tour someday. and taking a tour of japan by train. with my mum, or maybe a few friends (Z, E, L and S!!). gosh, can't wait!! even though it's probably not gonna happen anytime soon but i can dream right hahahahaha
edit: oh i suddenly remembered, the greatest accomplishment i achieved during the long holidays was learning how to play kiss the rain by yiruma HAHAHA (and S' piano music for fiction and rainy days so hard i cannot coordinate my hands or maybe i'm just bad at piano D:)
anyway, it's probably the peak of holidays for the J2 graduated juniors (aka J3s) now and my facebook is getting flooded by their travel photos with their classmates and other exciting activities. can't believe it's been over a year since A levels were over (omg i'm a J4 now LKK already) and i realised i didn't do anything particularly fulfilling for the longest holiday of my life. what a waste. what happened to my traveling plans :( my summer break will probably be spent cooped up in offices for attachments that i can't escape from and it's work work work once i graduate.
why can't life be put on slow-mo? or a pause would be nice. take a break and get around a little before settling down. swear i'm flying to switzerland or holland or other scenic parts of europe for a self-guided tour someday. and taking a tour of japan by train. with my mum, or maybe a few friends (Z, E, L and S!!). gosh, can't wait!! even though it's probably not gonna happen anytime soon but i can dream right hahahahaha
edit: oh i suddenly remembered, the greatest accomplishment i achieved during the long holidays was learning how to play kiss the rain by yiruma HAHAHA (and S' piano music for fiction and rainy days so hard i cannot coordinate my hands or maybe i'm just bad at piano D:)