This is a J2 challenge run by the lovely
aelia1980. I happened to be the artist for her fic which by the way is absolutely stunning. But everyone of you who has ever read her stuff already knows that :) I also hope you enjoy the little art I made for her.
Look Back, Don’t Stare
Author:
aelia1980Artist:
theextrac00kieTitle: Look Back, Don’t Stare
Pairing/Character: Jared/Genevieve, Jared/Jensen, Danneel
Rating: NC 17
Genre: J² non AU (for Jared and Jensen being actors on Supernatural)
Summary: Jensen is happy. Sure, he has this crush on his best friend and co-star ever since that fateful night they slept together but other than that, life is really good. Until the day Jared betrays his trust and brakes the vow they took when they started the show. Jensen falls into a deep dark hole, not able to dig himself out, while Jared seemingly lives the movie star life he has always dreamed of, not caring about his past and his former best friend any longer. When Jared is almost killed in an accident and Jensen gets the chance to see his friend one last time, he finally learns that things are not always like they seem and that there still is something worth fighting for. But can Jared learn to forgive himself for what he has done? Can he learn to look forward, not to stare back?
Warnings: drama, angst, sick!Jensen (eating disorder), asshole!Jared (sorry about that), hurt!Jared, future!fic, character!death (not the Js)
Word Count: 30.380
Disclaimer: I don’t know Jared, Jensen or anyone else mentioned in this story. This is a work of fiction, written for “entertainment” and certainly not to hurt mentioned characters. I just borrowed their names, jobs, a bit of their background and invented so much more. Nothing mentioned in this fiction ever happened.
Beta:
rhondeez. Thanks so much for your great and professional help! All remaining mistakes are my own
Written for:
j2noauchallengeA/N #1: Title taken from Take That’s song "Eight Letters" and their DVD "Look Back, Don’t Stare."
A/N # 2: This probably is one of the toughest fics I ever wrote with Jared doing all these horrible things and making so many mistakes even though his intentions were good. I’m sure that not everyone will like the way I characterized both Js in this story so whoever reads this and likes it - thanks for giving it a try.
GO READ IT HERE