Apr 29, 2003 03:01
The answer is yes, i write all of these at like 3 or 4 in the morning. Im an insomniac, and sleep mostly in the daytime. Ive tried to understand why i cant sleep at night without drugs. Some possible reasons may be that I am afraid to sleep at night, afraid some rapist or burglar will come in the night, or that there will be a fire, etc. Lately i have also been afraid that i wont wake up in time for class, or i wont hear the alarm or it wont go off. This is also the time of night i do all my homework, its the only time i can come up with ideas, on what to write, etc. Right now I should be writing a draft of a paper that is due tomorrow,(the draft is due) but i cant get any ideas at all. Blah.
I also think my wisdom teeth are coming in, at least one for sure. I cant imagine why its coming in at this time, with finals and papers and everything else coming up too. I have to take like 6 exams within the next 2 weeks, and i have about 5 papers due in the same amount of time. You can say i could just stop procrastinating, but thats not my style.
Now i must try to force myself to write something that i dont even care about, which will suck anyway. Wyh cant i have been the heiress to a billionaire??? Or why cant i win the lottery, or win big at the casion????? Why why why