I'm living.
Whew! wheww! Wheewwwa! Hey livejournal, hey. hey guy. hey.
So life...well i'm in a rock and roll band called Morning for the Masses...and our website is www.morningforthemasses.com and we have a website with some mp3s on it called www.purevolume.com/morningforthemasses...whewee.
I've been chilling pretty hardcore lately. Like chilling 6 times a day...pretty intense. I think i need medication. but not right now, later.
I've met some very amazing people. some people that like my band in particular. wink to you.
There was some very exciting shit going on through email between me and a mystery person. now that exciting shit has gotten even more exciting and it's moved from email to real mail. if you actually want to know what im talking about just IM me about it and i might tell you. my IM is Wake Up Better.
yeah.
So, i've decided that I have NO GAME. I suck at talking to girls and I have no confidence with them. I feel a lot less attractive now that im single to...and im sure i give off that pitiful vibe...so nobody wants me. which is why i hang out with Mary all the time...get it? hahah- i hate myself.
Jimmy Eat World is fucking insane. They are awesome as what.
The song Cautioners is absolutely ridiculously good. My boy Lee (from June Decision--www.junedecision.com, www.purevolume.com/junedecision) and I have a spiritual moment listening to that song about everyday. its intense.
HAHA Lee shaved his beard off..but it's March Mustache Month and he left a mustache, but wait..Lee can't really grow a full mustache so he looks mexican as shit. I laughed harder than i've laughed in months at that...i was throwing myself into the door in hysterics. What a laugh! I'm gay.
2.99 for a 6 pack of Beer imported from Chile called "Rockhopper." Its good shit. A Rockhopper is an "aggressive, zany and sociable" breed of Penguin...hahaha. If i was a penguin i could only hope to be agressive, zany AND sociable. Fucking Chile.
GAME SHOW!!!!!!
who wants a date with Ben?? YOU DO!? GOOD! IM HIM!! wake up better is his Screen name. BEN NEEDS A FUCKING GIRL!! WHEW!
you know what i used to tell myself? "one day Nikki will call you and tell you she needed her space and now she knows what's right for her and it's you." that's what i used to say. I don't think that that is true anymore. But the other day she called because i accidentally called her house and i thought that she was calling to tell me that. it was a good feeling to think that for a split second that things were going to get ridiculously amazing again...but they arent. im okay with that though. i'm tough.
WHAT? was Ben just serious for a second? Don't do that anymore..okay I won't. The only place I feel comfortable really speaking my serious mind...is in song. so here are some lyrics i've written recently;
IT's LIKE HONEY
C-c-c-call out my name
LOUDER! LOUDER!
G-give me butterfly wings
HIGHER! HIGHER!
C-can you hear what I say?
LISTEN! LISTEN!
Fuel my creative Brain
light it. light up.
Help me
sink in
To this seat
as long as i have you
I dont need anyone else to love me.
another?...ok this is the newest Morning for the Masses song. the last one is for TheEverydayFile. which, yes, is back. I've written and recorded 6 new acoustic songs.
TWELVE TWELVE
Blue Skies turn Black
Bright stares turn cold
i thought this would last
I guess this grew old...to you
november 27th will never be the same
One Two, One Two, Zero Three
Come and
Join Me
for our Anniversary
You never saw us play
I dont see you
48 hours from my birthday
the only gift i wanted, I had to lose
Quick get a rag
to dry my clammy hands
censor anything
that marks your face
make sure no one finds out
i'm not a man
i'm not a man
i'm not a man
Today
it's not okay
to show you that I care
Tonight
it's not right
to let my blood fall.
i'll try updating this more often again...thank you for reading
So life...well i'm in a rock and roll band called Morning for the Masses...and our website is www.morningforthemasses.com and we have a website with some mp3s on it called www.purevolume.com/morningforthemasses...whewee.
I've been chilling pretty hardcore lately. Like chilling 6 times a day...pretty intense. I think i need medication. but not right now, later.
I've met some very amazing people. some people that like my band in particular. wink to you.
There was some very exciting shit going on through email between me and a mystery person. now that exciting shit has gotten even more exciting and it's moved from email to real mail. if you actually want to know what im talking about just IM me about it and i might tell you. my IM is Wake Up Better.
yeah.
So, i've decided that I have NO GAME. I suck at talking to girls and I have no confidence with them. I feel a lot less attractive now that im single to...and im sure i give off that pitiful vibe...so nobody wants me. which is why i hang out with Mary all the time...get it? hahah- i hate myself.
Jimmy Eat World is fucking insane. They are awesome as what.
The song Cautioners is absolutely ridiculously good. My boy Lee (from June Decision--www.junedecision.com, www.purevolume.com/junedecision) and I have a spiritual moment listening to that song about everyday. its intense.
HAHA Lee shaved his beard off..but it's March Mustache Month and he left a mustache, but wait..Lee can't really grow a full mustache so he looks mexican as shit. I laughed harder than i've laughed in months at that...i was throwing myself into the door in hysterics. What a laugh! I'm gay.
2.99 for a 6 pack of Beer imported from Chile called "Rockhopper." Its good shit. A Rockhopper is an "aggressive, zany and sociable" breed of Penguin...hahaha. If i was a penguin i could only hope to be agressive, zany AND sociable. Fucking Chile.
GAME SHOW!!!!!!
who wants a date with Ben?? YOU DO!? GOOD! IM HIM!! wake up better is his Screen name. BEN NEEDS A FUCKING GIRL!! WHEW!
you know what i used to tell myself? "one day Nikki will call you and tell you she needed her space and now she knows what's right for her and it's you." that's what i used to say. I don't think that that is true anymore. But the other day she called because i accidentally called her house and i thought that she was calling to tell me that. it was a good feeling to think that for a split second that things were going to get ridiculously amazing again...but they arent. im okay with that though. i'm tough.
WHAT? was Ben just serious for a second? Don't do that anymore..okay I won't. The only place I feel comfortable really speaking my serious mind...is in song. so here are some lyrics i've written recently;
IT's LIKE HONEY
C-c-c-call out my name
LOUDER! LOUDER!
G-give me butterfly wings
HIGHER! HIGHER!
C-can you hear what I say?
LISTEN! LISTEN!
Fuel my creative Brain
light it. light up.
Help me
sink in
To this seat
as long as i have you
I dont need anyone else to love me.
another?...ok this is the newest Morning for the Masses song. the last one is for TheEverydayFile. which, yes, is back. I've written and recorded 6 new acoustic songs.
TWELVE TWELVE
Blue Skies turn Black
Bright stares turn cold
i thought this would last
I guess this grew old...to you
november 27th will never be the same
One Two, One Two, Zero Three
Come and
Join Me
for our Anniversary
You never saw us play
I dont see you
48 hours from my birthday
the only gift i wanted, I had to lose
Quick get a rag
to dry my clammy hands
censor anything
that marks your face
make sure no one finds out
i'm not a man
i'm not a man
i'm not a man
Today
it's not okay
to show you that I care
Tonight
it's not right
to let my blood fall.
i'll try updating this more often again...thank you for reading