circles
so, despite my feelings towards livejournal..i make exceptions one in a while. I'll talk about my life a little bit, and the live's going on and intertwining with mine..only due to request though..
so, my relationship... everytime we get together...another note harmonizes. Hilary and I are like a good song. a really fucking good song. She's the most amazing and beautiful person i can imagine existing. Every experience with her is totally surreal. I cant believe what has been happening. the past month of my life has been fucking intense. Every time I am with Hilary it becomes the best day of my life, beating out the last time i was with her that used to hold that title..it goes on and on and we comment on it every time. I cry, holding on to her..a lot. and she kisses my salt water soaked cheek, right under the eye and smiles and tells me she loves me so much and i look into her eyes, which make me understand the cliche "melting someone with your eyes" and i believe her. I trust her, and I invest everything in my body..in her. I told her i was having a ridiculous idea that what if she has been lying. I told her that i get into negative thought patterns that are irrational and shitty. it upset her a lot. we made a promise to each other. I promise that i wouldnt expect anyone to understand. thats why im not telling you what that promise was. but the honest truth is that i want to be with hilary all the time, forever. I'm so in love with her, that I need to be with her for the rest of my life to rightly express it. I told her that this thursday, she cried and told me that that was exactly what she wanted to say to me and didnt know how to say it. I love Hilary Rose Keil so much, it makes me retarded. And because of her im having musical diarrhea. I'm going to keep shitting out love songs for her forever.
I dont even know what to say about morning for the masses. The music has gotten so good, and so tight. because our relationships have gotten so good and so tight. we're eachother's best friends and thats exactly what its supposed to be. we love each other and love being on stage with eachother, and you can see it and you can hear it. and that's why this band is going to be my fulltime job and we are going to be touring most of the year for several years, starting soon.
i was with her for 4 days in a row..with a few hour break that seemed like eternity. Now that she has gone home i feel like my legs have fallen off, she's my other half. I cant sleep without her. When she lays on me, in any way...she fits perfectly and comfortably, every time. and every kiss is perfect and in rhythm, but different each time. We are such a good song, we are soulmates. I feel it. I know it. I enjoy her on every level, every human level. we are in sync with one another on every fucking level. human and non human, spiritually, mentally, physically in sync.
Andrew Russell is my hero. He is a vital organ in morning for the masses. he would probably be the penis and testicles of morning for the masses. he's that important. and he has amazing things ahead because he is one of the only genuinely good human beings i've ever met. Andrew Russell deserves exactly what he's going to get. As soon as mftm becomes a part of the bad boy family, either that or No Limit, we're still figuring it out.
it all happens in circles. does it?
so, my relationship... everytime we get together...another note harmonizes. Hilary and I are like a good song. a really fucking good song. She's the most amazing and beautiful person i can imagine existing. Every experience with her is totally surreal. I cant believe what has been happening. the past month of my life has been fucking intense. Every time I am with Hilary it becomes the best day of my life, beating out the last time i was with her that used to hold that title..it goes on and on and we comment on it every time. I cry, holding on to her..a lot. and she kisses my salt water soaked cheek, right under the eye and smiles and tells me she loves me so much and i look into her eyes, which make me understand the cliche "melting someone with your eyes" and i believe her. I trust her, and I invest everything in my body..in her. I told her i was having a ridiculous idea that what if she has been lying. I told her that i get into negative thought patterns that are irrational and shitty. it upset her a lot. we made a promise to each other. I promise that i wouldnt expect anyone to understand. thats why im not telling you what that promise was. but the honest truth is that i want to be with hilary all the time, forever. I'm so in love with her, that I need to be with her for the rest of my life to rightly express it. I told her that this thursday, she cried and told me that that was exactly what she wanted to say to me and didnt know how to say it. I love Hilary Rose Keil so much, it makes me retarded. And because of her im having musical diarrhea. I'm going to keep shitting out love songs for her forever.
I dont even know what to say about morning for the masses. The music has gotten so good, and so tight. because our relationships have gotten so good and so tight. we're eachother's best friends and thats exactly what its supposed to be. we love each other and love being on stage with eachother, and you can see it and you can hear it. and that's why this band is going to be my fulltime job and we are going to be touring most of the year for several years, starting soon.
i was with her for 4 days in a row..with a few hour break that seemed like eternity. Now that she has gone home i feel like my legs have fallen off, she's my other half. I cant sleep without her. When she lays on me, in any way...she fits perfectly and comfortably, every time. and every kiss is perfect and in rhythm, but different each time. We are such a good song, we are soulmates. I feel it. I know it. I enjoy her on every level, every human level. we are in sync with one another on every fucking level. human and non human, spiritually, mentally, physically in sync.
Andrew Russell is my hero. He is a vital organ in morning for the masses. he would probably be the penis and testicles of morning for the masses. he's that important. and he has amazing things ahead because he is one of the only genuinely good human beings i've ever met. Andrew Russell deserves exactly what he's going to get. As soon as mftm becomes a part of the bad boy family, either that or No Limit, we're still figuring it out.
it all happens in circles. does it?