It's all in your head now, Its all in, its all in your mind.
First order of business is to say that Hot Water Music's 'Caution' is fucking fantastic. I reccommend it to everyone. AND the new record coming out should be amazing too.
Second, Morning for the Masses played the ottobar. We had a fabulous time. The love of my life came and made it one of the best nights of my life. It was intense, I held onto the pole and screamed and put my foot on the same monitors as the singers of every one of my favorite bands have. because everyone plays the ottobar. And it was intense. there were some technical difficulties, in fact, we stopped the first song half way through because jason's kick pedal was fucked up. It was pretty embaressing, but we did well and came back into it better then before. it was pretty sweet. I almost threw up during the set, but then it was cool and i threw down. Lauren and Torra showed up, it was very nice of them. So did my mom. And she hollered and screamed after every song, and i said, "thanks mom" after every song.
So there has been beef and drama lately between some ladies i know. and i want everyone to be friends and everything to be sweet. I value the friendship i developed with one of them and im in love with the other. so lets all be merry together? thanks. next time we'll try something new.
I've never been able to look into someone's eyes while I was performing. I love looking into Hilary's eyes when I'm singing. she was right by the pole so i was like hanging off of it and i was close to her and i sang to her. I sang to her at the Chaos Emerald too. There i got off stage and got to touch her while I did it.
I remember the first day I met her in person. I knew right away she was what was up. I cried the first time we made out, she doesnt know that though...she does now i guess.
I'm going to share some lyrics right now. about her. and about my love life up to this point.
Lips Heal Really Fast-by ben:
I stand behind a vertical beam of white
that stand as the room's only light source
I can see dust particles but otherwise i'm blind
Until values and shadows are formed
by knuckles of olive
they tasted sweet one last time
and her lips trembled
as she split mine
The beam dissappears and I wake up in my worst fear
the pain settled in,
the blood dried on my chin
the salt water hurts
my cigarette burns
and then I left you a message
unaware of what would be next
You crossed my fingers
and lay your head on my chest
I saw in your eyes
a familiar feel
for you i would painfully die
and now ive discovered a new big deal
raise your eyebrows
drop your jaw
in all sincerety
tell me about it all
i want to hear your befores
I want to be your afters
Im soaking wet at your door
lets cause beautiful disasters
I cant help but stare
I cannot compare
You are everything
and anything
that i've ever wanted
you are everything
and anything
that matters to me
i had dripped blood until i filled a cup
i had cried the last time, i had given up
i saw your face on a computer screen
I knew that face could mean everything to me
giggle, for me, giggle
tingle, hilary, tingle
tell me the truth,
with my hands on your hips
the truth sounds so good
with it falling from your lips
especially when the falling truth
is me for you
and you for me.
Hilary,
You have me.
Second, Morning for the Masses played the ottobar. We had a fabulous time. The love of my life came and made it one of the best nights of my life. It was intense, I held onto the pole and screamed and put my foot on the same monitors as the singers of every one of my favorite bands have. because everyone plays the ottobar. And it was intense. there were some technical difficulties, in fact, we stopped the first song half way through because jason's kick pedal was fucked up. It was pretty embaressing, but we did well and came back into it better then before. it was pretty sweet. I almost threw up during the set, but then it was cool and i threw down. Lauren and Torra showed up, it was very nice of them. So did my mom. And she hollered and screamed after every song, and i said, "thanks mom" after every song.
So there has been beef and drama lately between some ladies i know. and i want everyone to be friends and everything to be sweet. I value the friendship i developed with one of them and im in love with the other. so lets all be merry together? thanks. next time we'll try something new.
I've never been able to look into someone's eyes while I was performing. I love looking into Hilary's eyes when I'm singing. she was right by the pole so i was like hanging off of it and i was close to her and i sang to her. I sang to her at the Chaos Emerald too. There i got off stage and got to touch her while I did it.
I remember the first day I met her in person. I knew right away she was what was up. I cried the first time we made out, she doesnt know that though...she does now i guess.
I'm going to share some lyrics right now. about her. and about my love life up to this point.
Lips Heal Really Fast-by ben:
I stand behind a vertical beam of white
that stand as the room's only light source
I can see dust particles but otherwise i'm blind
Until values and shadows are formed
by knuckles of olive
they tasted sweet one last time
and her lips trembled
as she split mine
The beam dissappears and I wake up in my worst fear
the pain settled in,
the blood dried on my chin
the salt water hurts
my cigarette burns
and then I left you a message
unaware of what would be next
You crossed my fingers
and lay your head on my chest
I saw in your eyes
a familiar feel
for you i would painfully die
and now ive discovered a new big deal
raise your eyebrows
drop your jaw
in all sincerety
tell me about it all
i want to hear your befores
I want to be your afters
Im soaking wet at your door
lets cause beautiful disasters
I cant help but stare
I cannot compare
You are everything
and anything
that i've ever wanted
you are everything
and anything
that matters to me
i had dripped blood until i filled a cup
i had cried the last time, i had given up
i saw your face on a computer screen
I knew that face could mean everything to me
giggle, for me, giggle
tingle, hilary, tingle
tell me the truth,
with my hands on your hips
the truth sounds so good
with it falling from your lips
especially when the falling truth
is me for you
and you for me.
Hilary,
You have me.