throw back a bottle of beer
god i'm back. so what a night last night. you know its not a good thing when you wake up in the morning and your kidneys are trying to reject your body.
so being banished to kts closet was a blast and i have pics to prove it. well just two but seriously playing dress up is the most fun i've in ages. mike got really upset with me though and i think he may have been crying when i stumbled upon him downstairs. mike why do feel like no one likes you if everyone is always there.
then there was the really fun trip from kts to corys in the cold with a bloody elbow. most of it was spent drunken arguing with stephen and i really just wanted to smoke a joint, which we couldn't because we had no lighter. how come people are always stealing those.
today kt wants us to take her mom out on a date but i've had no shower, no contact solution, and my phone is going to die in like three minutes and we all know how terrible it is to lose contact with your phone. its seriously like armageddon when that happens. but i really need to go home and see the rents and the siblings. they got a little upset with me yesterday for only hanging out for a couple hours. they didn't say anything but you could tell in their eyes. (that totally sounded retarded but scandalous)
will i ever go to school. i'm not so sure anymore. i had some really depressing talks with sebulla last night. he doesn't seem to happy lately, but hey, what goes around comes around. i know he screwed me over bad and i probably shouldn't be talking to him, but is it worth losing all these years of friendship we've had over something like that. i've forgiven him but i haven't forgotten it. last night was the first time the two were around each other and they behaved, but by golly if it happens again there will be revenge and i will cut ties. i don't need friends i can't trust. i already have too many of those.
tonight we're supposed to drink again and i think i'm going to die.
so being banished to kts closet was a blast and i have pics to prove it. well just two but seriously playing dress up is the most fun i've in ages. mike got really upset with me though and i think he may have been crying when i stumbled upon him downstairs. mike why do feel like no one likes you if everyone is always there.
then there was the really fun trip from kts to corys in the cold with a bloody elbow. most of it was spent drunken arguing with stephen and i really just wanted to smoke a joint, which we couldn't because we had no lighter. how come people are always stealing those.
today kt wants us to take her mom out on a date but i've had no shower, no contact solution, and my phone is going to die in like three minutes and we all know how terrible it is to lose contact with your phone. its seriously like armageddon when that happens. but i really need to go home and see the rents and the siblings. they got a little upset with me yesterday for only hanging out for a couple hours. they didn't say anything but you could tell in their eyes. (that totally sounded retarded but scandalous)
will i ever go to school. i'm not so sure anymore. i had some really depressing talks with sebulla last night. he doesn't seem to happy lately, but hey, what goes around comes around. i know he screwed me over bad and i probably shouldn't be talking to him, but is it worth losing all these years of friendship we've had over something like that. i've forgiven him but i haven't forgotten it. last night was the first time the two were around each other and they behaved, but by golly if it happens again there will be revenge and i will cut ties. i don't need friends i can't trust. i already have too many of those.
tonight we're supposed to drink again and i think i'm going to die.