THE SECRET TO LIFE IS ENJOYING THE PASSING OF TIME....
ok, so as most of you probably noticed i wasn't in school today.
it was a combination of a couple of different things.
first of all, lately, i can not keep myself from getting sick and stressed.
so i realized something...all the stress is making me sick.
and you want to know the what sucks?
I'M CAUSING MOST OF THE STRESS.
i procrastinate so much on EVERYTHING.
and i seriously can't control it.
i get distracted so easily.
and it stresses me out so bad that i actually become physically sick.
IT'S REALLY BAD.
i'm never going to be able to get through college if i keep this up.
and you want to know what else i realized?
my stress has an affect on everyone around me.
all i ever do is complain...and whine...to all my friends and family.
SO GUYS, I GUESS THIS IS SORRY.
my goals for this spring are to get super organized and
ACTUALLY DO MY HOMEWORK THE DAY BEFORE IT'S DUE.
i want to start actually being productive and getting things done because i'm seriously missing out.
i spend so much time doing i don't even know what and miss out on things that would be so much more worthwhile.
OK, SORRY, JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OUT.
also, i wish time would go by so quickly.
I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS RUSHED.
maybe i'm doing to much.
OH SHIT, I SOUND LIKE MY PARENTS.
but maybe that's the truth and i just need to accept it.
i'm going to stop doing things that i don't even like to do and start focusing on stuff that i'm actually into.
you know what i want to do?
take a photography class
keep taking guitar lessons
become a vegitarian (and learn how to cook)
ETC., ETC., ETC.
i guess at first i was bummed about not getting into A.S.P. but recently i realized that i have this summer to do what i want (like the stuff on the list above).
I JUST NEED TO PRIORITIZE.