Rest assured I'm moving on, I miss you less with each day you're gone.
Alrighty, hmm, where to start.
Alot of stuff has "gone down" in a sense. I've recently been reevaulating my life and have come to find some slight "glitches" in which I have failed misserably. So with that I decided to give my life a "MAKE OVER" and make it into what I want it to be and what it used to be....me happy and not doing stupid things.
There are certain things in my life that were causeing me to be crazy annoyed and lash out at everyone..these things are gone, and acutally they're not really things..more ppl. People that were not good for me... this is me explaining myself.
I just get so sick of hearing "OH GUESS WHO I GAVE HEAD TO TODAY" or "OH I"M SO FUCKING CUTE OOH FEEL BAD FOR ME BECAUSE NOT EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS PERFECT LIKE ME" and "OH MY GOSH I"M SO DEPRESSED LET ME SIT IN A CORNER WITH MY HAIR IN MY FACE" ...it gets old.
I'm sick of having to sit with kids that totally dont even egnolege my preasants and that are sooo fucking depressed all the time they can NEVER really see the beauty of life. I'm so sick of being such a negative person, and I've realized how I got to be that way...its from hanging out with people, I frankly cant stand..so thats all changed.
I've picked up, moved on, and now I'm much happier.
Latley I've been hanging out with some really amazing people who make my day bright, I've smiled alot more, laughed a HELL of a lot more, and been able to just be myslef.
I went and played soccer today at crestview...it was crazy fun. Its been so long since I"ve been with a group of ppl that actually wanted to play sports or just ride bikes or do SOMETHING ACTIVE..and it rocked.
I'm not one of those ppl who can just sit through MILLIONS of movies....or on that note I'm not the type of person who likes to sit there and do stupid things to my body like smoke or drink or get high... I'm going to amount to more in life then sitting on some curb side waiting for some money so I can get my next "HIT." its lame and always will be.
I'm not really finished explaining everything, though I'm not quiet sure I could ever really explain it... I'm going through alot and I'm dealing with it in a good way, a new way, and it works. So its ok if you dont understand me....I'm not asking you to.
This is how its going for now.....
<321_emma
She said we were in love
I take a sip of my water
I guess well carry on at last.
-Hawk Nelson
Alot of stuff has "gone down" in a sense. I've recently been reevaulating my life and have come to find some slight "glitches" in which I have failed misserably. So with that I decided to give my life a "MAKE OVER" and make it into what I want it to be and what it used to be....me happy and not doing stupid things.
There are certain things in my life that were causeing me to be crazy annoyed and lash out at everyone..these things are gone, and acutally they're not really things..more ppl. People that were not good for me... this is me explaining myself.
I just get so sick of hearing "OH GUESS WHO I GAVE HEAD TO TODAY" or "OH I"M SO FUCKING CUTE OOH FEEL BAD FOR ME BECAUSE NOT EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS PERFECT LIKE ME" and "OH MY GOSH I"M SO DEPRESSED LET ME SIT IN A CORNER WITH MY HAIR IN MY FACE" ...it gets old.
I'm sick of having to sit with kids that totally dont even egnolege my preasants and that are sooo fucking depressed all the time they can NEVER really see the beauty of life. I'm so sick of being such a negative person, and I've realized how I got to be that way...its from hanging out with people, I frankly cant stand..so thats all changed.
I've picked up, moved on, and now I'm much happier.
Latley I've been hanging out with some really amazing people who make my day bright, I've smiled alot more, laughed a HELL of a lot more, and been able to just be myslef.
I went and played soccer today at crestview...it was crazy fun. Its been so long since I"ve been with a group of ppl that actually wanted to play sports or just ride bikes or do SOMETHING ACTIVE..and it rocked.
I'm not one of those ppl who can just sit through MILLIONS of movies....or on that note I'm not the type of person who likes to sit there and do stupid things to my body like smoke or drink or get high... I'm going to amount to more in life then sitting on some curb side waiting for some money so I can get my next "HIT." its lame and always will be.
I'm not really finished explaining everything, though I'm not quiet sure I could ever really explain it... I'm going through alot and I'm dealing with it in a good way, a new way, and it works. So its ok if you dont understand me....I'm not asking you to.
This is how its going for now.....
<321_emma
She said we were in love
I take a sip of my water
I guess well carry on at last.
-Hawk Nelson