Smile, tomorrow will be worse.
He tends to make me wonder if he even cares, lately I don't think he does....
And no I'm not going to be the "annoying girlfriend" and butt into his life, its his choice what he does, I dont have control over it...but when he puts things like that over me it makes me feel like shit.
And frankly he could care less.
He doesnt even read this, why do I bother trying to find secret ways of telling him?
Today we had our first swim meet, I sucked but thats ok.
There is an adorable little 2 year old boy playing with my dog, they are friends of the family and visiting for a few days.
Hehe, he just ran up to me and pointed at a plastic doll and I gave it to him and he said "Its plastic" oh he is so smart. :)
Lizzy made my day yesterday, she is my lover. We went to eat Chinese and then spend 4 HOURS IN WALMART.
O M G.
Haha, fun times we took TONS of pictures and partied rrrwawarr.
She is the coolest person ever.
Alright dinner time.
<33
Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud
I'll live through you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem...why are you crying
Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are
If you're perfect
-ALANIS MORISSETTE
And no I'm not going to be the "annoying girlfriend" and butt into his life, its his choice what he does, I dont have control over it...but when he puts things like that over me it makes me feel like shit.
And frankly he could care less.
He doesnt even read this, why do I bother trying to find secret ways of telling him?
Today we had our first swim meet, I sucked but thats ok.
There is an adorable little 2 year old boy playing with my dog, they are friends of the family and visiting for a few days.
Hehe, he just ran up to me and pointed at a plastic doll and I gave it to him and he said "Its plastic" oh he is so smart. :)
Lizzy made my day yesterday, she is my lover. We went to eat Chinese and then spend 4 HOURS IN WALMART.
O M G.
Haha, fun times we took TONS of pictures and partied rrrwawarr.
She is the coolest person ever.
Alright dinner time.
<33
Sometimes is never quite enough
If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
Don't forget to win first place
Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You've got to measure up
And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl
You've gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn't good enough
To make us proud
I'll live through you
I'll make you what I never was
If you're the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I'm doing this for your own damn good
You'll make up for what I blew
What's the problem...why are you crying
Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn't fast enough
To make us happy
We'll love you just the way you are
If you're perfect
-ALANIS MORISSETTE