The scars remind us, that the past is real.

[theemu3]

I'm going to have to stop listening to The Early November simply because you will all grow bored of their lyrics..haha.

Today has been tres boring.

I got up at 8 and went to Henderstonville with my XCountry team to practice running the Regionals course, it was quiet fun actually bc it was an easy day and we all just kind of hung out and joked..then we went to McDonalds and on the way home we did a crossword puzzle...haha.

Anywho, I came home and slept for a bit then I went and CLEANED...then I showered.

Now I'm here.

And proably will be here all night.

UNLESS SOMEONE LOVES ME ENOUGH TO COME PICK ME UP, which is doubtful.

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It's not fair
To find you there
Waiting on
I don't care
I care
Way too much

Wait and see
Well, that you are inside of
The places that you knew you loved
The only time you'll ever trust
You are done
It's all been done
-The Early November

I've got a day and a reason
Why I should not believe in..anything, anymore
What's this for?
My time well spent
I've got all these memories that I cannot believe in
Cause I don't know where I've been all these years
All these years

And do you know this reason
I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up
And we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..again

Two days after leaving and I don't have a reason to keep you from being here
I don't steer these thoughts away
I know that you know this but I could never get you to believe all my fears
Is this your clear?
I think so

And do you know this reason
I hope that you can see it cause I will not give up
and we all know what you've done again
I can see right through you
You're making your way over again..again..again..and again
-The Early November