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blah]
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bitchy]
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nauseated]
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rejected]
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thirsty]
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sad]
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sick]
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distressed]
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jealous]
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lonely]
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envious]
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gloomy]
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guilty]
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intimidated]
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crappy]
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crushed]
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depressed]
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contemplative]
[music| Snow Patrol ]
I'm a little moody at the moment and i feel like shit... i really dont fully know why but i think i have a fucking idea and i hate it... i'm such a fucking idiotic lunatic. everyone hates me including myself... and i completely understand why ppl would cuz i'm insane... i act totally wierd in front of ppl, not like me. This was bothering me cuz there was this quote in English that pretty much said, A man shows one face to the multitude and one to himself, but it's hard to know which one is true. And i'm totally like that... I act like an ass in front of ppl and i'm quiet and sad when i'm alone... I'm a fucking two-faced bitch and everyone knows it and i hate them for that... I just have been feeling like shit ever since kortney found out who i liked... and now i think i like him again... but in this fuckked up like... and i know he doesn't like me, he's made that quite obvious, and i hate him for that. I hated every guy i ever liked because he didn't like me back. I have to realize that no guy will ever like me, especially those i like... why am i such a dumbass bitch? I need to shut the fuck up cuz i'm getting crazier and crazier by the minute...
i might explain my moods later
moody]
[mood|
cold]
[mood|
blah]
[mood|
bitchy]
[mood|
nauseated]
[mood|
rejected]
[mood|
thirsty]
[mood|
sad]
[mood|
sick]
[mood|
distressed]
[mood|
jealous]
[mood|
lonely]
[mood|
envious]
[mood|
gloomy]
[mood|
guilty]
[mood|
intimidated]
[mood|
crappy]
[mood|
crushed]
[mood|
depressed]
[mood|
contemplative]
[music| Snow Patrol ]
I'm a little moody at the moment and i feel like shit... i really dont fully know why but i think i have a fucking idea and i hate it... i'm such a fucking idiotic lunatic. everyone hates me including myself... and i completely understand why ppl would cuz i'm insane... i act totally wierd in front of ppl, not like me. This was bothering me cuz there was this quote in English that pretty much said, A man shows one face to the multitude and one to himself, but it's hard to know which one is true. And i'm totally like that... I act like an ass in front of ppl and i'm quiet and sad when i'm alone... I'm a fucking two-faced bitch and everyone knows it and i hate them for that... I just have been feeling like shit ever since kortney found out who i liked... and now i think i like him again... but in this fuckked up like... and i know he doesn't like me, he's made that quite obvious, and i hate him for that. I hated every guy i ever liked because he didn't like me back. I have to realize that no guy will ever like me, especially those i like... why am i such a dumbass bitch? I need to shut the fuck up cuz i'm getting crazier and crazier by the minute...
i might explain my moods later