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[theempirefalls]

have you ever thought about what it's going to be like when your parents die?
i thought about it today while doing the track at the gym.
i guess i seen an elderly man in front of me and he reminded me of my grandfather
who i really and honestly miss without a doubt. makes me really wish i would of
been closer at least emotionally, he was such an amazing guy.
he traveled the world dozens of times, was an active volunteer with the special Olympics
and loved my family dearly, it also makes me wish i would of known my grandmother
who died a few months before i was born. i know my dad misses him so much
and i wonder what it's going to be like when my parents die.
i honestly don't think i would ever be the same again especially with my father
he's such a good guy and have done everything in his life for my brother and i.
he deserves the best in life and i wish i could give him the money and time
to just relax and enjoy life instead of working and doing everything for our family.
anyways, yeah i don't know where i'm going with this but i had to get it out.