IM DONE!!!!!!!!!!
Yea im done. done caring! im done trying with her because its clear she doesent want me anymore and i finaly get it. i guess it hurts when you know it but it hurts more to hear them say it and thats what she just did. I mean i loved her! every breath i took was for her i went through so much because of her and she throws it away. so from now on im done trying. i wont care! she did this to me and now im a freakin bipolar mess! i hate my life because of her and sometimes i wish i could disapear. and if she does want me back down the road(which i doubt will happen) i wont know what to do because she hurt me but im deeply in love with her no matter how much shes over me....im just not over her!