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i had all of these thoughts running through my head on the way home last night.
i wished i had a .. recorder? of some sort so i could remember all of them later.
things seemed a lot clearer,
my deep breath felt more and more like a .. deep breath, not a gasp for air.
we are moving on.
we are getting there.
we are finally living out the consequences of our actions, cos everyone knows, actions speak louder than words.
oh, words.
i've heard it all before.
now its up to this other entity to define us.
i saw debbie's older sister, donna, the other day,
she just passed by, and i caught her while she was looking up.
she reminded me of debbie so fucking much.
my eyes watered instantly.
it just made me realize that i do still care,
but i won't be walked on, anymore.
consequences, consequences.
the things i never used to worry about.
some good, & others bad, bad.
i wished i had a .. recorder? of some sort so i could remember all of them later.
things seemed a lot clearer,
my deep breath felt more and more like a .. deep breath, not a gasp for air.
we are moving on.
we are getting there.
we are finally living out the consequences of our actions, cos everyone knows, actions speak louder than words.
oh, words.
i've heard it all before.
now its up to this other entity to define us.
i saw debbie's older sister, donna, the other day,
she just passed by, and i caught her while she was looking up.
she reminded me of debbie so fucking much.
my eyes watered instantly.
it just made me realize that i do still care,
but i won't be walked on, anymore.
consequences, consequences.
the things i never used to worry about.
some good, & others bad, bad.