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lead in water you hold all weight with me.
and the house smells to clean, like somebody cared too much.its polished. so i dont fit.
and the trees outside my window look like the trees i stared at in health class. but mine has this gaping hole where something tried to live. the other was too smooth, polished. the branchs reach like they want something that i am not ready to give up.
so i clinch and grind my teeth, knees hit floor, and hold on to the growing pit in my gut. i get ahold of the sutures tying sinews. the staples are time. and its laced with a name who once said baby was beautiful. its exercised by hearing all the things you have to say, baby hears all.
baby is all the things i feel to much.
baby is a war story where all your favorite characters have died.
baby will never be born. she is my treasure. i keep her safe by the length -of -an -arm.
and now this pillar_of_salt will hide baby. bc you never knew who her mother was.
(i will give my new ljname to friends soon)
and the house smells to clean, like somebody cared too much.its polished. so i dont fit.
and the trees outside my window look like the trees i stared at in health class. but mine has this gaping hole where something tried to live. the other was too smooth, polished. the branchs reach like they want something that i am not ready to give up.
so i clinch and grind my teeth, knees hit floor, and hold on to the growing pit in my gut. i get ahold of the sutures tying sinews. the staples are time. and its laced with a name who once said baby was beautiful. its exercised by hearing all the things you have to say, baby hears all.
baby is all the things i feel to much.
baby is a war story where all your favorite characters have died.
baby will never be born. she is my treasure. i keep her safe by the length -of -an -arm.
and now this pillar_of_salt will hide baby. bc you never knew who her mother was.
(i will give my new ljname to friends soon)