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May 09, 2006 09:57

i take my pssa test today, wish me luck.
rick has work today so that means i won't get to talk to him after school
@ all, til he gets home around 11:00.
i have work too but i'm going to try to call off because i'd get there late anyways
then have to worry about if i passed or not.
i'll call them after lunch.

i never feel pretty anymore.
i remember i told rick one time that if i
say that about myself that means that like
i've lied to him so i feel horrible about myself;
that's not it.
i just don't feel pretty anymore.
i really never have :[
like.
i hate my hair
my teeth
my nose
my skin
my lips
my eyes
my freckles
my fat legs
my toes
my knees
my ass
my chest
my chin
my cheeks
everthing

but rick:

i love you more than life itself and i always will
18 more days until our FOUR MONTH
god i've never been so happy.
i don't wanna be with anyone else
ever
:]
please don't worry nothing is wrong
except what i've told you
[over and over again]
-_- over and over and over again
lol
but its okay i want to reasure you
that i love you
and i still want to be with you
always
& forever
you complete me
PLEASE don't worry.
just because i'm down doesn't mean i don't love you
or that i love you any less.
that could never happen.
promise
you're my life and you've always been :]
cheer up bucko.
only ONE of us needs to be sad!

i love this song!
i got to let you listen to it baby!
haha it's like from the 50's or something
i can dance to it real sweet!!!
lol!!
i can't wait to see you after this period;
for some reason i bet i'll go to meet you and you'll still be meeting with mrs. hoss :[
lame as hell. i'll wait for you tho. i don't mind being late to lunch ♥

love you babe!!!!
ahhhhh
four months!
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