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[theelectricsky]

STOP QUESTIONING ME!!
i've had enough!!
omfg!
i can't help that some ugly ass kid isn't in school today.
i told u what happend last night
me being honest just isn't enough anymore.
i'm so upset right now

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[theelectricsky]

if u want to come; fine.
or are u gunna say something stupid like:
is ur new buddy roy comming tonight?

i swear rick i can't take it anymore
i'm crying. i have been all morning
it hurts so bad that u can't trust me.
y are u even wasting ur time w/ me if all u do is question me?
i only question u when u question me
or like when i see things like SEX on ur fucking window.
whatever.
my heart is seriously like...breaking!

it is NOT weird that he isn't in school the day after he comes to my work.
one b.c i told u what happened
two i told u i hate him & he's ugly
three because i never see him in school anyways
EVER!
ur allowed to ask me w/e the FUCK u want
but to put me down
make me feel like I**** should feel bad
CUSS AT ME
and pretty much assume we're doing something
YELL at me infront of ur friends
THAT'S BULLSHIT
AND IT'S REALLY GETTING OLD!
and dunno if i can take anymore!!!!!!
yeah. u swear when u get mad.
u do it a lot.
u said u would try to stop.
have u?
no.
also yeah u swear when u get mad
so ur saying you WERE mad at me.
mad at me for what?
nothing
cuz i did NOTHING
so u assumed.
that's all it came down to
b/c rick if u didn't assume
u wouldn't of called waking me up
yelling and cussing in my fucking god damn ear!
you. fucking. assumed. don't lie to me. or urself.
u assumed.
b.c i did nothing wrong at all.
i was FUCKING SLEEPING!!!!
actually dreaming of u taking me to a god damn circus!
& we were having so much fun.

rick. i can't take it anymore.
it's killing me.

i love you so fucking much.
and like i said i'm willing to work on anything
but i dunno how much more of this i can take!

i want u in my life forever.
i love u.
period.
but it's like u don't want to believe me or something.
do u really want to be with me?
or not?
i'm so lost!
i've been crying all morning.
i'm getting in the shower.
hopefully u'll call during lunch.

which also im really pissed that
u can't use someone else phone to call and say i love u
[yesturday] but u can run around trying to get ahold of a cell
to yell @ me??? about SHIT ?
stupid and selfish as hell.

bye.
i love u