stressFULL days...
argh...this house clean up project is KICKING MY ASS! i've gotten so much done. yet, it seems as though so little has been done. plus, i have a fire-breathing dragon on my back for being such a procrastinator. my baby misses me and he tends to displace his sadness with anger and assholish behaviors leaving me feeling like a complete fuck up... i am doing this for us...well, mostly for him and he doesn't seem to realize my efforts...or appreciate them for that matter. sometimes danny seems manic-depressive (bi-polar). he is THEE sweetest guy you will every meet and does everything for me...but, sometimes his impatience is OVER bearing. we are botj going through a tough time in life.
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i talked to my uncle ken from ohio again today. i finally broke the news to him that my dad was in the slammer. i apoligized for being the deceitful little brat that i have been for the past two days. he said it was alright. he understands...right. i still feel like an ass for lying to him...repeatedly. but, you gotta do what ya gotta do! right? it was in his best interest. he has been sharing some pretty funny memories and stories with me all about when i was little...and about how he divorced my aunt about 10 years ago because of her constant nagging...pretty sad stuff... his son, my "super bestest friend" (when i was like 6) has joined the navy and is very intelligent now...from what i hear. he seemed kind of slow when we were little...but, i guess he grew out of that stage...eh! anyway...another uneventful night at the best hotel job ever... :) it's cookie time... gotta run!!!
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i talked to my uncle ken from ohio again today. i finally broke the news to him that my dad was in the slammer. i apoligized for being the deceitful little brat that i have been for the past two days. he said it was alright. he understands...right. i still feel like an ass for lying to him...repeatedly. but, you gotta do what ya gotta do! right? it was in his best interest. he has been sharing some pretty funny memories and stories with me all about when i was little...and about how he divorced my aunt about 10 years ago because of her constant nagging...pretty sad stuff... his son, my "super bestest friend" (when i was like 6) has joined the navy and is very intelligent now...from what i hear. he seemed kind of slow when we were little...but, i guess he grew out of that stage...eh! anyway...another uneventful night at the best hotel job ever... :) it's cookie time... gotta run!!!